(Posted by Cathy DuBois) Thank you for joining me for the second blog about my personal journey of transformation. If you missed Part One, please read it before reading this second installment, as it will make more sense to you.
Party Girl was my name. Leaving home had liberated me to do lots of things I didn’t even realize were out there to do. My folks had not prepared me for the larger world. All of their preaching was their stuff and I wanted to know for myself. It was so exciting to finally be an adult and I probably looked like a deer caught in the headlights most of the time. To more experienced people that made me an easy target for their lies and deceit. I won’t bore you with all the details except to say I look back on that time as a mostly painful, lonely, but necessary path toward growing up.
As time went on, I collected a husband and had two children. He moved us out of state to a real outpost of nothingness where I languished until we divorced and I went back to my beloved “Big City.” Having learned nothing, I collected a second husband and we moved out of state close to the southern flank of Mount St. Helens, Washington just 6 weeks before she erupted. It covered us in ash for weeks. After giving thanks we were on the south side of the catastrophe and had survived it, we moved again.
It finally became apparent to me that my life was not working. My kids were not happy and my marriage was just like living with my parents. My mate was very controlling and it was difficult to get away from him. But I finally did. Then I concentrated on work and the kids. We took our first real vacation and went to the beach and did some fun stuff for a whole week.
The boys were nearly teenagers and had lots of rage around their stepdad. They were starting to make bad decisions and I realized that we all needed to figure this out. I know other families were successful so what did I need to know and do to make mine work? I had been given some really lousy advice along the way and needed to find somebody I could trust to help me solve this dilemma.
Stay tuned for more in my next blog.
It is time to chose who you want to be and consciously learn to be that now. Sign up on my website www.tripleheart.co for more information about how I can coach you about many of these practices and teach you what you need to know to get to the bottom of the issues that tie you down and keep you from being free to find relationships that will bring you joy. Shed that Chameleon Coat, that false light, and get to know the real you. Then just watch as the true light shines out for all to see.
This is the New Gaia and is the home of the Creator Beings. Practice it, think about it and let go of all the old burdens, heartaches, perceived failures, contracts, hard work, etc. They will no longer serve you. It is time to chose who you want to be and consciously be that now. If you want more guidance on this important topic stay tuned for more resources.
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Author Notes: Cathy DuBois is a healer, teacher, coach and Dr. of Clinical Hypnotherapy. She is a published author and seeker of truth. Visit her website at www.tripleheart.co